Not long after Christopher Hitchens was diagnosed with cancer, he gave an interview with The Atlantic wherein he discussed his experience since his diagnosis.

I generally enjoy listening to Hitchens. I often find him reasonable and humorous. Other times I find him infuriating. I think one of the reasons I appreciate him most is that he doesn't seem to be driven by some vitriolic hatred for Christians. Listening to Richard Dawkins, one gets the idea that not only does he want to prove Christians wrong, but he wants to cause them the most pain possible in the process. Dawkins is the classic atheist with the mantra "There is no God ... and I hate him!" For the most part, Hitchens avoids this. He seems genuinely convinced that there is no God and genuinely concerned that people believe that.
It is for that reason that I found the following quote provacative. During his interview with The Atlantic, Hitchens was asked what people would think if they were to hear that he had made a death-bed conversion. He said:
"The entity making such a remark might be a raving, terrified person whose cancer has spread to the brain. I can't guarantee that such an entity wouldn't make such a ridiculous remark, but no one recognizable as myself would ever make such a remark."It is that last bit, "no one recognizable as myself would ever make such a remark," that gets me. It gets me because I think he's right. If he were to encounter the Triune God in such a way that he could no longer deny God's existence, I think that encounter would leave a mark. If it were a genuine encounter, he would no longer be recognizable by the same features on which his identity now rests. It would leave him forever changed.

Jacob named the place "Peniel," which means "The Face of God" because there he saw the face of God, and lived.
However, he wasn't the same entity he was before the meeting. His entire identity was changed. He walked away with a limp and a new name.
In light of that, I find myself in two of the three groups Hitchens mentioned above. I pray that in the midst of his battle against cancer, he might see the face of God and be changed forever. I also pray that he, like Jacob, would live.